Who I am and where I want to be

In the mirror I see someone far from complex
Someone who loves to laugh
Enjoys a good time
Constantly smiling
Always there with a shoulder to lean on
Entertaining with corney jokes and stupidity
Creating excitment
Keeping a wall of happiness
Hiding sadness, pain, and hurt
Trying to enjoy each day as if the last
In the mirror I see me
Someone neither lost nor found
I am simply in search